23/07

23/07

第二个星期到美门做义工，这次比起上次有很大的不同...
害怕的感觉没有了...第一次会害怕应该是因为害怕不能与那里的小朋友沟通吧，因为心里一紧有一种概念他们并不容易相处...
虽然与那里的小朋友相处是需要时间和耐心，但发觉了，原来那份成就感会让我肯开心...
每一次从美门回家后，心情都会变好...
虽然只去了两次，但我已经很喜欢那里...

这次不同的地方是，我教的小朋友-晓燕...她已经能够开始慢慢对我建立信任了...开始回应我了...
这种情况在第一次我见她的时候是完全没发生过的...
我真的很开心...
她开始接受我后，我不知觉又一种好奇心想要多认识她，了解它...甚至希望能够融入他的世界里..帮助她...

目标：要尽量帮助美门的小朋友...让他们更开心...

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自卑的感觉好像少了...很开心...
可能有压力才会使人进步...
从失败中学习，从挫折里站起来...
这样才会获得更精彩，让更多的人快乐...

Depression

无形中有一股压力，
压得我喘不过气来...真的很辛苦，很累...
心里很明白那是自己的问题，
可是真的不知道怎样去控制，怎样去克服...

对别人来说，每一天在上就是一个新的开始，一个开心的开始....
可是现在的我并不是那么想，
每一天比上眼睛的那一刻就是最开心的时刻，可是一到早上睁开眼睛，
第一个感觉就是害怕，只有害怕，害怕....

我现在是depression 吗？
psychology student 应该有这样的问题吗？
???

100 truths

001. Real name → Yap Ke Xin
002. Nickname(s)→Mushroom, Mushie, Babymushie(restrict to babyzhu), Soh Poh
004. Zodiac sign →Aquarius
005. Male or female → Female
006. Elementary → Tadika Church
007. Middle School → SJK(c) Gunung Rapat
008. High School->SMJK Ave Maria Convent Ipoh
009. College School --> UTAR
010. Hair color → Black.
011. Long or short → Short.
012. Loud or Quiet → Loud and quiet
013. Sweats or Jeans → Jeans
014. Phone or Camera → Phone.
015. Health freak → Nope
016. Drink or Smoke? → None
017. Do you have a crush on someone? Yes
018. Eat or Drink → Both.
019. Piercings → None.
020. Tattoos → None.

FIRSTS:
023. First piercing → None
024. First best friend → Ooi Chen
025. First award → Singing Competition
026. First crush → Primary school...i think...
027. First pet → None
028. First big vacation → Shanghai, China
030. First big birthday → 19 birthday

CURRENTLY:
049. Eating → Nothing.
050. Drinking → Nothing.
052. I'm about to →Sleep
053. Listening to → Nothing
054. Plans for today →Study for my exam...still dare to blog here...
055. Waiting for → Tomorrow to pass

YOUR FUTURE:
058. Want kids? → Yes, but not now...
059. Want to get married? → It depends.
060. Careers in mind →Counsellor, or a child psychologist.



WHICH IS BETTER IN THE BOY/GIRL YOU LIKE?
068. Lips or eyes → Both
070. Shorter or taller? → Taller
072. Romantic or spontaneous → Romantic.
073. Nice stomach or nice arms → Both.
074. Sensitive or loud→ Sensitive.
075. Hook-up or relationship → Relationship.
076. Trouble maker or hesitant → Neither.

HAVE YOU EVER:
080. Lost glasses/contacts → Yes
081. Ran away from home → No.
082. Held a gun/knife for self defense → No
083. Killed somebody → No.
084. Broken someone's heart → Yes, i think...thats long time agoooo...
085. Been arrested → No.
087. Cried when someone died → hmhm...don't remember ald..

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
089. Yourself → Yes
090. Miracles → Yes
091. Love at first sight → NO
092. Heaven → Yes.
093. Santa Claus → NO.
094 Tooth Fairy--> NO.
095. Kiss on the first date -> NO.

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
097. Is there one person you want to be with right now → Yes, my babyzhu
098. Are you seriously happy with where you are in life → Yes
099. Do you believe in God → Yes.
100. Post as 100 truths and tag 10 people→Pooi sie, Joel, Catherene, Cheah mann, Khang You, Cheeesy, calvin, Jing yi, lan lan, pikachu

一段感情的萌芽

原来亲眼看着一段感情萌芽， 是那么的欣慰....

一个星期前的她们还在纠缠不清，身边的人看了都在替他们心急...
现在回想起来，还真的不了解他们到底在等什么...
明明彼此就互相喜欢...但又没有勇气在一起...
当时的我看了，真的急死了!!!

还好，我的等待，终于有了结果...
庆幸的，是一个令人满意的结果...
眼看身边又多了一对情侣，心里的感觉，真的难以形容....
第一次看着两个人， 从相遇，相识，到后来相爱...

希望他们能够长长久久...加油哦!!!